Saturday, June 18, 2005

Its Time To Get It Out In The Open

Ok.
I know i have written alot today but this really needs to be said.
Im not saying names because this will remain private.
And im not scared to say how i feel anymore.
so here goes.
I like a guy ( lets call him Cody)
well "cody" told me he liked me and that he was thinking about going out with me ( at the time i asked him).
well i figured..after not talking for awhile...he got over it.
ill be honest.
Im didnt.
But i didnt expect him to:
FALL FOR MY BEST FRIEND! yea this may not seem like much..but she knew i liked him...sure i probably had no chance now that hes probably over it...but she could at least remember i liked him and wait before she
FLIRTED WITH HIM LIKE CRAZY!
*deep breaths*.
and , yes, she was hesitant to tell me at first..but i knew she was going to eventually.and she loved every seconed.
She told me at the pool party he looked really good.
and thay played a fun game together.
i have never seen this angry side of myself before!
AHGGHGHGGHGHG!
I wanna cry now because he likes her...and now i feel like a pathetic peaice of shit.
I hate him.
but its not like its his fault.
I suppose i shouldnt waste my time on this situation.
I will do my best to try and move on.