School
Ok.
Maybe these are just the crazed hormones talking but..ok here comes the frustration and anger.
school sucks.!!!!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Ok..much better.
im so used to walking down the halls and being able to say hi to the friends people i love but now..its as if my social life has completely dissapered. KNOWONE talks to me in the halls or says hi in the lunch room. I am slowely starting to pick myself apart. i might go insane if i dont find a group of friends other than Hanna ( with all due respect dosnt hang out with people who dont talk about farting noices...ehem hello?! ) . My Thoughts seem to be in a total state of negativity..and the stress is taking its toll on me.
alot.
im serious, i feel sick and naseous all the time. and it angers me beyond anything else that knowne will take me seriously . and its not because my aunt agrees with me on subjects such as this but im almost miserable. i feel sick all the time. my hands sweat, my throat is dry from swallowing so much, Im anxious. Mom is taking me to a therapist next friday...once again..thankyou! i cant wait. is that sad? but my feelings are freaking me out.
and yeah, i plaster on a smile, all the time...ohh.."Miss Ditzy Justina shes always just soooo happy, carefree, " or if all else fails adults will stereotype me as being " a phase" . sure, but this phase is driving me crazy! ha. Guess what, who am i talking to ? knowne reads this anyway. o well i might as way pur my heart into then.
anyways.
Yes Justina Does Have Feelings GASP! Oh my gosh Justina Has something on her mind apart from boys . WOW! news flash everyone boys arnt everything to me! there all still picking there noses and making burp jokes..not to mention ..ehem...obsessed. well leave that to the imagination shall we.
so basically, here i am with the 5 things i love the most far away from me. here they are.
1. My Friends
2. My Cousins
3. My Home
4. My Family ( cousins are in a different catergory since i think of them as sisters)
5.Social outings of any kind
i hope this situation will get bettar. I Am STRONG. Yes, i will make it through this rough patch.
I know it.
Love you all,
Justina
Maybe these are just the crazed hormones talking but..ok here comes the frustration and anger.
school sucks.!!!!!!!!!!! AGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Ok..much better.
im so used to walking down the halls and being able to say hi to the friends people i love but now..its as if my social life has completely dissapered. KNOWONE talks to me in the halls or says hi in the lunch room. I am slowely starting to pick myself apart. i might go insane if i dont find a group of friends other than Hanna ( with all due respect dosnt hang out with people who dont talk about farting noices...ehem hello?! ) . My Thoughts seem to be in a total state of negativity..and the stress is taking its toll on me.
alot.
im serious, i feel sick and naseous all the time. and it angers me beyond anything else that knowne will take me seriously . and its not because my aunt agrees with me on subjects such as this but im almost miserable. i feel sick all the time. my hands sweat, my throat is dry from swallowing so much, Im anxious. Mom is taking me to a therapist next friday...once again..thankyou! i cant wait. is that sad? but my feelings are freaking me out.
and yeah, i plaster on a smile, all the time...ohh.."Miss Ditzy Justina shes always just soooo happy, carefree, " or if all else fails adults will stereotype me as being " a phase" . sure, but this phase is driving me crazy! ha. Guess what, who am i talking to ? knowne reads this anyway. o well i might as way pur my heart into then.
anyways.
Yes Justina Does Have Feelings GASP! Oh my gosh Justina Has something on her mind apart from boys . WOW! news flash everyone boys arnt everything to me! there all still picking there noses and making burp jokes..not to mention ..ehem...obsessed. well leave that to the imagination shall we.
so basically, here i am with the 5 things i love the most far away from me. here they are.
1. My Friends
2. My Cousins
3. My Home
4. My Family ( cousins are in a different catergory since i think of them as sisters)
5.Social outings of any kind
i hope this situation will get bettar. I Am STRONG. Yes, i will make it through this rough patch.
I know it.
Love you all,
Justina
posted by Justina at 5:35 PM
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